The sad thing is, I can tell you from experience, is that when you opt for “play world” (not as porn as it sounds), the rest of the world doesn’t like it. They spent a lot of time, effort, and money on being serious. When you opt to find the play in the small events that add up to a day, a year, a lifetime, you will change. You will transform. You will read between the lines and see that it was all meant for play all along. With no exceptions. I hope you choose to come out and play. But I’m going to warn you now. The adults are looking for you in the dark. They will drag you home. They will punish you if you let them. Ignore them.